My voice is soo bad idk what to do

idk who to ask this but my recorded voice is soooo baddd

for context ->i recorded a short video of me and my brother fixing a Paper Sky Lantern (using tape),and his voice in the video sounds exactly like he does in real life, but my voice sounds soooo weird in that video
so i tried again. I called a friend and recorded a few seconds of the call,and his voice sounds the same as he does irl and on a call, but my recorded voice is soooo fuckinn baddd
The problem is i wanna record music covers, but listening to my recorded voice has completely killed my motivation. nobody has ever told me irl that my voice sounds weird, and i actually used to like my voice, but after hearing my recorded voice, i don't even feel like talking anymore i keep thinking irl too, like what a fucking terrible voice i have.