Ive drilled all imaginable ways of practice. I feel confident when isolating mechanics, but it all falls apart in the real game. Sometimes it works but I perform extremely inconsistently. I'll carry games one day and the next im bottomfragging and worthless and getting told to uninstall the game basically.
I feel like isolated practice doesn't directly do anything at all in the end. Mechanics need to exist as a foundation but applying them in high stakes situations is another thing. And my brain seems to simply not be able to do that no matter how much i try. Prob isn't like this for most tho and im just retarded.