Can't get used to the recoil

I've been playing since beta with a little gap in there somewhere just before season 3 due to my PS5 not being able to handle more than 2 matches in one go.

But wtf is this new recoil system? Giving us maps like golmund and tsuru but the recoil doesn't even let you shoot across c on empire state properly. Like, it doesn't matter what attachments I use on any gun, I get beamed across the map with the VCR and I can't get 3 shots to land in the same area code even with tap firing by the time I'm dead.

I honestly don't know what to do at this point.